well,
im out of sotsot le .
although dun really feel gd bout it ,
no choice .
i just wan everybody to be happy .
i know thy will nt be happy if im there de . so yupps .
no choice, i hafta make tat super hard decision .
well, its nt tat i dun love sot sot anymore ,
as a matter of fact , i still do . alot too .
no matter wad , dun doubt my love for sot sot . ><
if one day thy are goin to accept me,
i hope tat im still welcomed back . hahah . although i knw it will be a mission impossible .
today is definitely nt a gd day for me .

sunshine ; ah teh :
thanks for ur comfort today (:
hahah . i cant force ppl to accept me . and i wont just go begging on my knees for it .
just nt my style . nw tat i knw wad thy are thinking , i will hafta make some actions . if nt im really worse thn a beast . cuz i dint knw tat im so worthless & insignificant in their heart .

no worries ! [:
God is mighty to save ! at least He's thr whneva i nid help and nid somebody to rely on .
hahhas , ntg is foreva , one thing for sure . His love is eternity .
crying is so useless , make me feel tat im tryin to gain sympathy . LOLS !
i will learn hw to be independent .
thanks to my kuku BABIE !
loveeeeee you loads .

i knw tat in ur eyes,

im acting like a lonely gal, and a bitch .

i will do some self reflects . im sure i can .

i cant help if ppl hate me right ?

but one thing for sure , left out = lonely .

im nt lonely cuz i still got some really gd buddies for me to rely on .

((:

even if one day thy leave me,

i still have my mighty God .

but still wanna say thankyous to you all.

thanks for making me realise my mistake.

whether u like it or not .